Just one of those days ..

Blog dead ?
Yea , practically

You know I don't really wanna blog about this
But somehow I gotta do,
gotta face it
gotta accept it
gotta get over it



SPM Results was out last wed
Firstly congrats to all my buddies and everyone that did well =)
Sadly I didn't get straight A's
not even close my god ..
I settle for 7A's which to me - it's rather bad ? sad ? disappointing ?
why you asked ?
Just look at my records in school , you'll understand
and the effort of studying so so so so much
burning all the midnight oils till early morning ....
The disappointment when all the efforts didn't pay off
I think if you're close to me, you should know how much I study right ?
Before school starts, during the boring assembly, recess, late nights ...




And the moment I got the results - I was shock - didn't know what to react
Was it a mistake ? printing error perhaps ?
Then later I gotta inform my family members who were waiting for my results
Telling u , to call my parents and msg-ing my brothers
Tears start poring down , within seconds my phonescreen was wet with tears
Didn't wanna cry infront of the crowd but I couldn't control it
And my gfs were there hugging me , telling me it's ok




When I drove back home , I didn't know how to go back in the house
I just park outside and cried real real badly in my car
And I put the max air-cond to dry up my face
so that my parents won't know I cried
But obviously plan failed, When I saw my mum at the door -
I just broke down crying real badly
And I couldnt control it , cause I felt I disappointed my parents
Disappointed myself ...
My mum just let me cry on her shoulders telling me it's alright
Even my dad told me it's ok .. just SPM . Results it CAT-ACCA is more important
And they were happy with my results to my surprise
Cause I got B's for the stupid subjects lol (stupid EST ! Stupid Moral !)
And they were happy cause I scored A1's in my core subjects


(I'm actually crying while typing this , bah)


And later I tried to get myself better in shape
but i kept on crying looking at the results
I wanted to burn that slip away !!!!



and there were so many people asking for my results
I was practically crying when I picked up the call ,msg-ing back
You know when your brother calls back to check on you,
(the brother that always prank u , bully u suddenly starts to care so much)
dammit you should know how bad shape I am in !



By now you should start scolding me right ?
a lot of people were like "7 A not enough ah ? " "6 A1 somemore ... " "want me to slap u is it ?"
Basically I couldn't face it cause I put my heart and effort on it
My forecast and results in school has always been well done
My parents were so worried cause I couldn't stop crying lol
Not I wanna cry ok , it's just the deep emotions of disappointment



And thank you to my friends and family for all the care and love
the calls , the msgs
I tell u the next day my message inbox were like 300 messages
I was like "are they msg cause they scard I'm gonna do suicide or something ?}
I was laughing at that and my mum was like
"cause the way you acted yesterday - you were falling so apart"
The moment I went college, so many hugs =)
Cause my eyes were so red - it was so obvious I cried the entire day
Everybody was trying to make me smile .. thank you from the bottom of my heart



And my aunt send me this little quote
"Today's thorn will be tomorrow's flower"



Now I won't say I'm 100% ok
Still sad about it but I think I'm doing well .. i Hope =P
Now I just think at the positive side
A1 for physics , add maths , history, accounts (those are big achievements already)
I can't really recall my results now . I just remember I got 3B for BM,EST & Moral
And the beautiful thing is my BM & Moral has always been A1 ;p



Now I'm just focusing on my course
I have progress test next friday
And I'm looking forward to that.

Bah, now my scholarship is only worth RM 2000
That's like (RM 6000 + difference if I scored straight A's)
Ok , I think I'm kiasu enough XD

And the song that really helped was Mary J.Blige - No more Drama
Pretty good song for this kind of days u know ..

And I'll take everything,
In this life,
I'll join everyone
When I die
Here I swear
Forever is just a minute to me

SY is listening to : Slink ft James Blunt - Je Realise

P/s : I don't dare to come online cause my lecturer is online. lol

Signing out,
SY,
study 0--0
No more tears, no more drama
Now I need to study costing & management ! (sarcastic : that helped !)

SPM Day 9 - SPM OVER !

SPM IS OVER
(Somehow I don't feel so damn excited it's over. seriously)

SUmmary for today's account paper 1 : easy lol
(STayed back and waited for 35 mins to end. Lazy to go the procedures to leave hall early)

Number of papers to kill = ZERO

Today was superb ..
repeat after me ..
SUPERB

Freedom from SPM


Went out with 3 gila-gila girls and had a blast (really I enjoyed so much =D)


Got herself a hp (If I do it, I do it with style nyehhehe)
trust me it didn't come easy =P

SY is listening to : Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Signing out,
SY,
ONE OF THESE GOOD DAYS ..

SPM Day 8 - SY Accounts Balanced !

"Sediakan Akaun SY bagi tahun berakhir 30 November 2007"


It's a tradition in my blog to post ikram's drawing and a daily report on my exam
I'm quite lazy to continue it lol

Remaining number of papers to kill = 2 - 1 = 1
(Can you say ... one ?)

Accounts Paper 2 was exciting. Somehow they rearrange the places. Ikhwan is next to me. I wonder if he feels the pressure. A lot of people very scard siting around me. Dunno why lol. Who the hell would expect Akaun Pelupusan to ever come out ?And it was a must to do it. 10 marks. Thank god I was prepared. I made a checklist to ensure I did all topics. I'm 100% confirm the answer is rugi atas pelupusan RM 260. (I checked with may and others too). And checked with other friends, I got all right. From question 1 to 6 (even though you are suppose to do 5) . Wasn't really confident doing the paper. I keep thinking it's wrong it's wrong. Poof ! (wipes sweat) Hmmmmm so much for doing like 12 inches tall of accounts revision . I think it's more than that. Will show you later on. So far so good. Now g2g to study accounts paper 1 - theory . MIA. MICPA. Bye people !

Psssss : Still don't dare to sleep in my room yet. Squirrels are there.
Will continue hiding in guest room with my dogs. =) (extra protection)

SY is listening to : Kylie Minoque - Better the Devil You Know

Signing out,
SY,
So much to blog, so little time ..

Waiting for the time to pass by ...

These few days are filled with a lot of stress but joy at the same time
Nothing happen much XD [like you believe ..]

There is something big I wanna annonce ..
(drinks water) I'm getting married
(Bah, lame lies I have)
ok ok
here's the real thing ..

I blurred my surname and house address (you no need to know lol)
I'm a college student before SPM even ended
(My friends would know why the hell I enroll myself so early)

I still remember 3 years ago , I saw my brother filling the application form
and now it's my turn
I wore a very low cut black top and tight jeans , let down my hair
walking very fast to the office with high heels .
omg, I look like gangster lmao
Somehow I look really young, the college people look so much older
I'm like one "Budak kecil dari seafield" =[
A lot of people wore jeans . Life is college would be interesting

(zomg, double cheek bones =O)

I even took my student card for college
Girl : ok now you look at me. When I saw 1,2,3, the camera will flash ok ?
SY : Wait, To get the eye contact - I would have to look at the lens
why am I suppose to look at you ?
Girl : Owh ya, sorry sorry You quite pro hah ..lol
SY : XD hehehe

Btw : I look so chubby in the student card lmao

Things to do this week

1. Finish SPM (Yes people, I belum habis lagi lol)
2. Go berdating-dating with my gfs (I'm dating 5 girls jealous right ? lol)
3. Settle ns (I just finish it today woof big burden off my shoulders)
4. Donate my reference books to school library (Don't burn la, waste tree and pollute air)
   

Things to do after this ...

1. Buy HANDPHONE (I want a super high-quality camera phone lmao)
2. Buy college uniform lmao (this means jeans and t-shirts )(my clothes a lil not suitable XD)
   
3. Clean out my school uniforms and shoes
4. Clear my cupboard full of SPM books to prepare for college
5. DRIVE ... SU YI GO DRIVE LA YOU GOT LISENCE ALSO DON'T WANNA DRIVE GOT CAR ALSO DON'T WANAN DRIVE. IDIOT BABI GO DRIVE ! (I just wanna say that to myself lol)
6. Empty my room for good
7. Planning to renovate my blog lol
   
8. Eat junkfood (since SPM over, I can turn stupid already)
   
9. And many more ...
   

Mr.Wallace with his blur face XD

SY is listening to : The Killers - Mr. Brightside [I neverrrrrrrrrr.....]

Signing out,
SY,
Everyday doing accounts is pretty boring
Imbangan duga .......
Kunci Kira-kira
Modal diterbitkan ..
saham keutamaan ... yawns ***

SPM Day 7 - We love moral ... (cough)

THE 36 MORAL VALUES BURNT DOWN THE DRAIN

SY patut mengamalkan nilai kerajinan.
SY patut belajar moral bersungguh-sungguh & bukan tengok Roger Federer main satu malam.
SY patut insaf dan berubah sikap. lol
*betul betul TICK ! (3 Markah)

Remaining number of papers to kill = 3 - 1 = 2

(If accounts could be now, I would sit it for good.
Now I have to wait till next thursday for my be next paper. haiyo the waiting kills me )

Summary : Moral went well . Was good to me =)
(nothing much to say about moral lol)

Today marks the last day I'm gonna see the pure science students. Provided you are sitting accounts for extra subject. I won't be coming on biology paper or chinese paper day. Hope to bump back to you guys soon , k ? Water is a polar molecule XD

My blog has too many black and white.
So this flower shall brighten it. Hmmm, one day gotta find one to put on my hair
Then we can do the hula-hula dance and drink pineapple juice XD



We call them "orang kotak" lol
[Drawings by Ikram and Ching]

Was viewing my friends blog here and there. I saw jay chou's new video and song. The 'Wo Bu Pei". Yes, I don't even know what that means. I don't something. But when you have google - nothing is too worry. In the end I got the title right - I'm Not Worthy. In the video, JAY CHOU GOT DUMPED. hahahha kena fei. lol (the fans are now gonna come and bash me) Just a little advice , there's something call private vip room or renting the entire restaurant ? The song is the typical jay song but the video is not bad. I like videos with stories. like SHe will be love =D
(If you tell anyone I listen to jay , I'm gonna come and find u lol Just one time only )

SY is listening to : Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love

(I keep bleeding , keep keep bleeding love. You cut me open and I ...)
(I keep repeating the song till I tried singing it in BM version)
(terus berdarah , berdarah berdarah ..lol)

Ps : I found a lot of photos on Roger Federer. Will find a nice moment to blog about him.
Not forgetting someone else too. And the merbok birds. lolx

Signing out,
SY,
Next paper : Accounts only wkakakakka
When ? Next thursday .. omg one week @@

SPM Day 6 - We just had the chemistry

Chemistry exploded due to overdose electrons

HIS NAME IS PLANKTON !
everybody say aloha to my friend, plankton =D
(How come everybody knows the drawings are by Ikram and not me ?)
(I didn't even mention it ... hmmm creepy lol)

Remaining number of papers to kill = 6 - 3 = 3
(Omg I can count them one, two , three XD )


I still can define chemistry equally good as physics.
I just got one thing to say on chemistry ...

I TA-PAU CHEMISTRY
(ta-pau is another word for wrap/bungkus in Cantonese)

(I drew this one !!!!!)

First, I must say that chemistry is my weakest subject of all from accounts , physics or add maths. I just can't understand the chemistry equations. When I saw those Periodic table - group 1, group 18, group 17, transition elements all with different physical and chemical properties , I was going to stab myself with a knife. Why did I enter sub-science and torture myself with chemistry ? Thus, Chemistry is always the subject I study a lot. cause I don't have like a great chemistry teacher like pn.poh or pn.chuah. Usually ask my friends a lot for help.

Today's Paper 1 was good. 100 % easier than the one in Sasbadi. That one was so hard that I can get 20 wrong over 50 questions. But this exam I think I can get less than 10 wrong. And I nearly had not enough time to finish it. Weird huh ? Then Paper 2. The moment I flip finish the paper , I started to giggle/laugh till the invigilator thinks I have some-sort of problem. Cause every single thing that come out in that paper - I studied them last night. from 8 to 12 something. I was skipping parts some more.

"this one no need la , doubt it will come out"

"This one die also need to master it"

"Bah, this one don't look like it's gonna come out cause it's too hard lol"

I was telling my mum how complicated is soap. I actually explained to her about soap. Poof ** soap come out . Question 1 in Paper 2. Then there was those ionic/covalent compound - I was studying them last night and this morning I was explaining it back to Melissa. It came out. And last night I wanted to sleep but forced myself to study chapter 2 carbon compound. Came out a lot in paper 1 & 2 . Essay part 20 marks. I'm not surprise if I get like 35/40 or more for the essay. Cause basically everything I study came out. WAKKAKKAKAKKAKA I guess you call this skill ? hmmm maybe more of luck instead XD

Surprise that I did better in chemistry than in physics.

Left moral and accounts.
Moral just need to remember back the 36 values.
I memorize them last Saturday. Now just recharge back the moral brain of mine.
Should be alright. I'm a straight A1 for moral student for this entire year.
(Last year I was lazy to memories the moral values.lol)

SY is listening to : Maroon 5 [go check James blog people lol] [click my link] lmao

Signing out,
SY,
Baby, I wished we had more chemistry

SPM Day 6 - Physics used to be my one true love NOT

Hey SY, what is physics ?

(takes a deep breath)
Physics is a branch of science centered on the study of matter, energy and the connection between them

Yes people, till today I can still define what is physics.

Remaining number of papers to kill = 9 - 3 = 6
(Omg - I can count them with my fingers today)

Today we had Physics Paper 1 , Paper 2 and Paper 3 . Yes, omg 3 bloody papers. Not forgetting tomorrow there's chemistry (3 papers too). Paper 1 was gradually alright for me. Hope I can score only 5 wrong like how I did during trial exam. (Trial exam was using past year SPM paper). The paper 2 was alright as in not too hard till I think I screw it but not easy to think I can score 70/100. If I can score a 60/100 and above - it's good enough to get an A1. Lastly Paper 3, I was praying Hooke's Law or maybe Electricity or Magnet coming out. In the end, dunno what the 2 shits were. Jason taking a shower ... wtf lol In the end I couldn't decide which one to do since both also I blur blur. So I did both. (I think you are gonna be @@ cause everyone went @@ when I told them). I put my question 4 page infront. And question 3 with the word "extra" behind it. May the best question win. cause I need 37/40 for paper 3 to get A1. And if you screw the f***ing paper 3 up - you can say sayonara to your A1. FINGERS CROSS

Bro bought donuts home . OMG OMG OMG
12 OF THEM .. which means I can have 2 instead of one
I ate nutty choc already. Maybe I'll eat my favourite black forest tonight
and hopefully someone would give me his share of donuts for breadfast XD (SPM tai sai mah)

Daddy even bought me my imported Jacob snack (From Italy you know) hehehhee
I love SPM - get lots of yummy food

SY is listening to : (was sleeping)

Signing out,
SY,
goodbye physics !

SPM Day 5 - Please kill add maths for good !

Finally no more inverse function
differentiation
logarithms
trigonometric function
and many many many and really many more lol
ADD MATHS IS DONE FOR GOOD
(weird but I think I'm gonna miss doing add maths)
=P

Remaining number of papers to kill = 11-2 = 9
(Woooo , I see single-digit number nyahhaha)

Add maths paper 1 was gradually easily. Think I can score really high. I finished it in an hour and remaining hour to redo it (as in recheck) . Found 2 big careless mistakes. Corrected it. Owh ya, it blackout ! We had 4 hours break before Paper 2. When paper 2 arrived, damn it was tough. Question 4. Got stuck. I think that whole 8 marks gone. And another question in vector 5 marks gone also. The rest I think I did pretty good. Especially section C. (20 marks there ok) But I find overall paper 2 was tough. Challenging. Hopefully my paper 1 did super=well that it can kick my marks to an A1. Fingers cross =B

I NEED A1
I WANT A1
I MUST A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
(If you're worried - you need coca-cola and think postive lol)

Ok, need to study physics for tomorrow
I wonder which experiment is gonna come out ..

Highlight of the day : Zarul gave me a dennis oh poster. OMg omg I was non-stop showing off infront of my friends. Everybody "so that is dennis oh" "omg, su yi enough !" hehehheheh
Thanks a lot buddy.

More updates after this hard week end on ....

My new love XD
He's hot .
Believe me










Guess who won the Shanghai Tennis Masters Cup ?
With a new Mercedes and US 1.2 Million dollars
And I found a couple of nice photos too XD












The tale of 3 merbok birds in SY's house
Trust me , the photos are nice and it's pretty interesting
Sorry wallace - I found new models already







SY is listening to : Bleeding Love [This song is really the ultimate song of the year !]

Signing out,
SY,
(evil face) What is physics ? XD

SPM Day 4 - EST [Ekor SY Tajam] lolx

Day 4 died of overdose EST

If EST ended , this can only mean one thing .

wkakakakkaka

nyahhahahhahahah

lolollllolllololllol

which is ....

WEEK ONE OF SPM IS OVER !

everybody say yahoooooo

Remaining number of papers to kill = 13 - 2 = 11

Today was EST . omg omg est babi . I can't sleep last night. WOrried about it.
Mainly cause EST is my weakest subject among all 10 subjects I'm siting for SPM.
Imagine I started sleep at 12. I turn here turn there.
I went toilet 4 BLOODY TIMES. I don't know what time I slept but I knew it was pretty late.
I was busy memorising science terms "ecosystem" "methane"
"greenhouse effects" "fussion" "dependable" "renewable" and many more.

Guess what came out in the est essay ?

SYNTHETIC FIBERS
(so li huey, think you can write an essay on it or not ? lolx kata EST very easy)

I didn't write long around 260 words . But a lot lot of science terms. Mainly chemistry. How it form till it's stronger than natural fibers. The physical and chemical properties. Think that is good enough kua ... Ka-yee wrote like omg till the end of the page. And she forgotten to write the ending Reported By ........ tsk tsk tsk. Ka-yee sayang memang blur. But I have no idea what she write. 2 1/2 pages back to back. @@ and her handwriting is small .. lol

Today we got a little too crazy with ching. She brought "lou mai kai" and didn't want to eat it during recess. Being the usualy Wong Ka-Yee and Tang Su Yi, we went to her bag and took it out. Yea, ching called us the lou mai kai theives. She wrap it with a purple plastic bag. The moment we saw it - PAD ! lolx omg so funny. I quickly took the wrapper off and steal the lou mai kai. Put the ugly look like Pad plastic bag into ching's pocket and runaway. And ching insisted I took out the sticker. Omg that look like some pad sticker brand. and ching stick it on her tie. Ka-yee called it the pad tie . lol And we basically pao the lou mai kai. Poor ching... we're helping you to lose weight by helping you eating it. (Note : ching ate together with us too) Then later she played her grandma role : talking with her spoon. OMg that spoon is hilarious. And she walks like phua chu kang's mum. The one that makes ice-kacang. lol Ching : JANGAN BERCAKAP ! (She was telling us about the invigilator in her hall) Stupid mum of mine (not my real mum, but referring to ching) lol - call me a witch when I helped melissa to solve some add maths question .WTH Trigonometric functions are fun when you manage to solve them in the end but when you're stuck - you tend to curse a lot =X
and thank god nowadays I can solve them XD weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I actually decided to stay back than going my cousin's wedding this sunday
eventhough I was given a choice to go.
First time I said no to an event from my heart
Basically cause I wanna study for PHysics/chemistry/add maths and moral
which I think I'm not good enough !
(Note : When I said no to an outing with friends, It's not I don't wanna go - u all know my reasons)

SY is listening to : Kelly Clarkson - Don't Waste Your Time

(There's just something about this song. The lyrics the melody the tone)
(Even my friends agree this songs totally reflect and suit me)
(And my brother is sick of me playing in repeatedly every night)

Signing out,
SY,
I'm drinking root beer now too =D
Gone drink one litter of root beer in one week.

Ps : How the hell did it ended like this ? o_O

SPM Day 3 - 3 in 1 = 1 + 1 + 1

Day 3 died of over mathematical drama

Leslie is not a polygon
(Although I'm like only 10% in the photo , but I still like it)
Leslie looks like some superhero dog lol

When I open my mouth you never listen
It's not easy not answering
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time
But it's over, it's over, it's over
Friend, it's over my friend
Don't waste my time

[Kelly Clarkson - Don't Waste My Time]
It's funny when I was fed up or angry about it, Never again premiered
When I was sad and emotional, Sober premiered
Now when it's all gone, Don't Waste Your Time premiered
perfect time with a themesong !

Remaining number of papers to kill = 15-2 = 13

Maths was very well done. My mum was happy to hear it lol. And my handwriting was so neat and tidy in the paper. I'm proud of it XD I actually forgotten to bring my maths notes which I planned to study since I come like 6 something everyday this morning. But the moment I reach school, I realize I came empty handed. Shit , left it on the table aiya Ended up teaching xin na and kelly maths . When I went home, I asked my mum and she said

"I wanted to send it to school but I thought you probably studied it already."
Right mummy, thank god ogive came out and not something else.
And I killed the earth as a sphere question. wakakakkaka

Gonna spend the entire day tomorrow to study est.
YES, EST. It's like a cursed subject to students. Can make you or break you .
Actually my lowest result in my forecast (70% - just make it through an A2)
Must get A1 !
A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
A1
(that's how bad I want it lol)

The colour of the photo was natural
why u ask ... leslie lick my lens and the lens couldn't take photo
and the photos that came out were superbright . Including this one.
I kinda like it in a way.
this is what u call " something that was wrong went right" XD

She rather look at the cat than me

The road not taken lol

PHOTO OF THE DAY !

I just find it relaxing to view . It's like full blossom of a flower - it's glory days
Wanted to make it my new blog cover but I found something better =D

This is what I call banana flood !
Yes finally the monsterous tree which had this huge banana size of a bear,
had give way and bear fruit . Ripe from the tree.
In days time, it will turn yellow and all of us have marathon to finish it
Thank god there's a wedding this weekend, we could give away to relatives
If not, SEBAB TAK DATANG SPM : SAKIT PISANG lol

Bro : What are u doing ?
SY : taking photo of our banana
Bro : And I expect you are blogging
SY : Bijaknya .....

And leslie is so excited about the bananas
why ? In hopes 10% of it goes to her lol

SY is listening to : Kelly Clarkson - Never Again
(I'm sick of the sober song - it's always playing at the wrong time eeeeeee)

(Believe it or not , I can sing this song without viewing the lyrics woooot)

SY is also listening to : Kelly Clarkson - Don't Waste Your Time
(You touched me,You had me)
(But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend - Friend, what does that even mean)
Don't waste my time
The video is kinda weird. But I liked her red dress =D

Signing out,
SY,
I'm so over maths, so so so over it !

SPM Day 2 - It's history !

(Yes, I'm drinking root beer again) lolx

Day 2 has left the building
=D

Today in english - think I wrote one of my best essays ever in school.

Chui May & Ka-yee : The moment we saw the topic we knew you were going to do it
SY : (cough) and No, dennis oh was not found in my essay XD

Sejarah was hmmm weird
I guess it was alright
I did the best I ever did in structural questions
I could answer all of them which I think I will get high high high marks
But the essay part, not one I was very sure I'm gonna score high
(eeeee think positive SY !!!! donut power ! donut power ! ahhh )
if getting an average of 12/20 for each essay
Would be enough to get an A1 (fingers cross)
TIME TO BURN DOWN THE SEJARAH BOOKS !

Remaining number of papers to kill = 18-3 = 15

I actually feel the "tension" and worries on SPM. I have been studying constantly and even more when it was near SPM. But I could feel it's not enough. And usually I would go to a person where the person is just there when I need him and I dunno talking to him makes me feel better. But things got too out of shape, we're not talking. And these few days I feel a lil not right, first thing I wanted to do - find this friend of mine. Not to complain to him or scold him or let him get the feeling - just to feel that someone's there for you to hear you , to lend you the hand you need. To say "Su Yi it's gonna be alright" or "SY you need to eat chocolate !" or "SY , I think you ate too much donut" I think I lost it for good and I'll never find that relieve-helped-sweet feeling back. And everybody is so so so busy studying - I don't blame them.
Hmmm , this is the part I tell myself : You can't never have everything !

During english 2, I had one bloody free hour and I slept away
The other hall was allowed to go home early
NOT FAIRRRRRRRRR!
meanwhile - while waiting for time ,
then I thought of a theory - the status theory

Guy : This is my ....................

Ask yourself what would you want him to answer ?
sister ?
buddy ?
just friends ?
my girlfriend ?
my ex-wife ? (ok that's a lil too far)

then there's this ..
I'm the ................... in the club

Ask yourself what would you wanna be ?
president ?
treasurer ?
normal member ?
non-active member ?

In the end, you'll realize there's a part of you that wants to be somebody.
But being somebody takes courage and lots of responsibilities.
Not easy and might not be fun.
It's like an investment - a risk for you take.
so people , it's time you be somebody !
(no, I did not write this in my essay)

SY is listening to : Avril Lavinge - Hot (at least this is not lala .. fiNalLy)

pss : I was in school doing my Sejarah 2 paper & my mum thought I was sleeping in the room from lunch =="

Signing out,
SY,
Plan B .
B for Babi
B for Boy
B for Bangkau
B for Bambi

SPM Day 1 - I'm just getting started !

Yes, Day 1 is o-V-e-R.

(shut up if you wanna say it's just DAY 1) lolx

I can't sleep last night till 3. Yes people, It rained heavily at 1.30 a.m. followed with light rain. I went toilet twice last night than sleeping ==" In school, everybody is studying. The atmosphere is just different. I was quite tension during the first paper. I couldn't even start. Umm , kebersihan kawasan persekitaran ummmmm .Took me quite some time to actually think something. I did the long question which was the benefits of the working 5 days a week to family and the country. I don't know how I did. I feel it was alright. But still I think my trial (forecast) exam was a better essay. (cough) The one I got 85/100 for that essay. The reasons why parents are to blame for their kid's lack of religion influence. As you can see, I'm a factual girl. I can't never write good stories. .ONCE UPON A TIME LALLALALALLA

Bro : So what are the benefits actually ?
SY : I just crap out 6 solid reasons and wrote 550 words
Bro : Last time I did 700 and I got free - I went out the hall earlier to yam cha
SY : You count wrongly lol
Bro : I got ask "kak, bagi kertas lagi" XD Only I din study the bm lit

Remaining number of papers to kill = 21 - 3 = 18
god mode on ! (types whosyourdaddy XD)

Photos taken by my TAI LOOOOOOO (aka big brother)
I LIKE THEM =D
He's taking the camera with him , so no more 2GB take photo non-stop
Anyone care to buy me a 2GB Sony memory stick ? (RM 500 btw)
Itu sony, everything mahal =(

Guess what I did the moment I left the hall and reached home ?
Open a bottle of root beer =D

SY : Opens drink fridge ...
Bro : wah, you wanna drink beer ah ?
SY : No, I thought we got buy a lot of can drinks ..all beer one (founds bottle of root beer)
who's one ? Tai lo, aiya he's leaving already. Can open and drink XD
Bro : The theory is YOU HAVE SPM, YOU CAN DO ANYTHING ..
You wanna drink, drink only cause you have spm
You wanna eat, eat only cause you got spm
You wanna go out also can, cause you got spm
When you have SPM, you can do anything you want
SY : =="

Ahhhh, nothing like a cold cup of root beer. I actually toss with my mum to celebrate SPM (day 1) is over lol I just feel like drinking something cold cause it's quite hot. I'm actually sitting right under the fan. It's quite cold in the morning and it was alright in the afternoon. PERFECT ! I believe the new hall would be a little too cold. I can't think right when I'm too cold. I'll be thinking faster do faster sleep. Just ask ka-yee how many times I yawn and stretched myself in the old hall. Imagine in new hall -worse !

I'M STILL GOING ON..
Tomorrow English and History paper ..

SY is listening to : AM60 - Big as the sky

Signing out,
SY,
Would you make my life as big as the sky ?
What can I do, what can I say ..
Owh , baby I love you =D